Road To SPM 2015
Hidup untuk expectations orang tu, takperlu --
tapi takde salahnya.
Identify what you want and ask if Allah would be pleased for that.
Kalau expectation tu dari orang yang kau suka,
tak ke kau pun bahagia bila capai apa yang dicita ?
Belajar, nombor satu --
tapi Allah tak pernah jadi nombor dua.
Segala payah yang dirasakan tak tertahan,
takkan membahayakan selagi masih taat pada Tuhan.
"Kalau orang lain nak percaya kat kau, takkan kau taknak percaya diri sendiri ?"
Usah bersangka-sangka soal masa depan.
Cukup kau bersangka baik dengan aturan Tuhan.
Prayers,-- it strengthens.
Keluh kesah risau resah, takkan bawak kau kemana.
Talk less. Pray more. Work harder.
Semua benda dah tetap. Tapi kau taktahu.
Maka selagi itu --
kau masih ada authority untuk fix and improve apa yang mampu.
I have no choice but to win the game.
Sebab apa yang aku nak, lies in the victory of this battle --
Their happiness.
His blessings.
#YESPIEM2015
Ohya. Aku taknak berjaya sorang. Aku nak berjaya dengan dorang.
XANTHRONS yang azamnya tinggi nak break the spell.
Ameen.
Jangan giveup Xanthrons.
Jangan giveup Helianthus.
Jangan giveup Friends.
And paling penting,
Jangan giveup Myself.
"Allah will not change the condition of people until they change what is in themselves"
Halfway Of Our Story.
It doesn't end this way.
How do you feel for betraying someone's trust? Betraying the person who trust you the most, and let them down instantly. Feeling stupid and wish you could go back in time to fix everything, isn't it?This is the first time I'm feeling so regret for betraying someone's trust. It's hard to gain trust after you have betrayed them. You want to be punished just to make that someone feel satisfied of you. Until they know it's enough. Until you feel that it's your fault and you should learn from your mistake. Until the both sides are satisfied with each other.It's easy to seek for forgiveness but it's not when it comes to gain trust to the same person you have betrayed to. I regretted it. So much.
p/s : Let the past teach us
Kawal rindu dengan doa.
